X Marks The Spot by Summer

X marks the spot
but so does the blade
so many marks
as the sun-lit skies fade

do you want a reminder?
of your sadness and pain
every scar has a story
just like the blood stain

i gave in to the razor
listened to the knife
fell in love with the blood
tried to take my own life

i lied to my family
hid the darkest secret I've had
told myself i was useless
so angry and mad..

lived for the hate
gave up on the hope
forgot all my dreams
played with a rope..

i slaved to the anger
cried til i screamed
wished i was happy
like i always dreamed

I'm tired and lonely
and scarred til i rot
i gave up on the hope
and my dreams i forgot..