When I Close My Eyes by © Sarah A. L. ©

When i close my eyes
all I see is a image of myself laying on the floor
laying right there next to the door
My thought slit open and blood running from my veins
Laying there feeling no more pain
When i close my eyes i want to be there
I know that if i was many people wouldn't care
Blood soaked body laying in silence
Why am i thinking of this cruel violence
I know that if my thoughts were reality
some would cry when they see me
Thats not really where i want to be
but if i was it would make them all see
It would make them feel bad for the way they treated me
I know I'm not ready yet to say goodbye
so i just lay back and close my eyes

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