Tru Story ~bRokEn LifE~Very Long Plz Read V/c by ~bRokEn TeaRz~
Why am i so broken inside?
Always seem to run and hide?
Never show the world I'm in pain...
Day after day its the same...
Why do i feel so alone?
Feel forgotten and lost,
I just want to go home.
My fake painted on smile,
Gets me through life,
I do believe in suicide,
But why use a knife...?
Do it on your own,
In your own hidden way,
Do it so no one, See's your dying that day.
I used to be such a sweet child,
The type of girl who was happy all the time,
WTF happened,
All i seem to want to do now is die.
I'm not seeking your attention,
Or trying to make you feel sorry for me,
i just want you to understand what I'm going through,
Why don't you believe me?
I've never really had a friend,
One thats there until the end,
I've always wondered what it would be like,
Maybe then id have a better life,
I guess I've always been a loner,
My life's just getting colder,
Especially as I'm getting older,
It seems like I'm carrying the whole world on my shoulder.
And people ask me why i want to die,
Why i sit up at night and cry and cry,
Well if you lived my life for just one second,
Then you too,
Would want it to end,
To be pushed around and kicked,
To always get your lunch money nicked,
To be raped by the lads at school,
Who go round thinking its cool,
When it's 5 on one and your stuck in the corner,
Your shouting rape,
But everyone just ignores ya,
You break down in tears,
And start to cry,
So the guys that caused this,
Decide to run a mile.
No point in telling a teacher,
The lads will just lie,
Then day after day,
They will just do it again.
But i guess it don't matter,
Cos no one really cares,
No one ever will,
Don't you see... There's no one there.
It don't matter if you die,
Cos they wont give a fcuk,
Your life was a mistake,
Don't you see your bad luck,
So curl up in a corner,
And go to hell and die,
Cos its hard to live a life,
Based on one big lie.
My life will forever be broken,
And i don't no how much long i can go on.
~This is my life story~
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