The Point?* by Linsey

My emotions go haywire...
I'm on the last wire
There is no desire
Life is a pointless journey
Too much worry
Its all so blurry
The point?
There isn't one
The coldness of the gun against my head...
Will i be dead?
I guess we'll find out
JUST STAY OUT!
And if i don't come back
I'll be in hell where i belong
I was over whelmed w/ my sorrow
I couldn't even start to swallow the pain
Who did this?
The girl i kissed
Now that I'm gone
Does it feel wrong or right...
Not one more fight...
I turned off the light
Just wondering if this is wrong or right...
The gun on the floor...
I go shut the door...
Pick it up... and pull the trigger
With my middle finger...
Now I'm gone
There wasn't a point!

just to let u all know Ur not gonna understand the kissing the girl thing because there is a LONG ass story to it... and I'm not Les or bi just to clear things up