The Biggest Regret by ♥~Immortal Pain~♥

I wish I could erase
All the mistakes I've made
Turn back the clock
And never touched the blade

Go back a year
And change what I did
Stayed at school
But I was sad, and stupid

I let my depression
Completely run my life
I ruined it, forever
The minute I touched a knife

Now I have scars
To remind me forever
That there was a time
I couldn't pull myself together

They run up down
Legs, arms … everywhere
If somebody sees them …
Their wide eyes just stare

I feel like something
A museum puts on display
Why can't they simply
Just look away?

So instead I cover up
Even when it's boiling hot
I cover up, whether
I feel over heated or not

It's safe to say
It's my biggest regret
But what I can't understand,
Is why I haven't given up yet?


© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005


* Haven't posted on this account for ages, thought I'd better keep it alive! Hope you like it x x x x