STRUGGLE by ERIAN

HEART FEELING SO SORE
JUST WAITING TO FALL ON THE FLOOR
CRYING WITH TAINTED TEARS
PLAYED BY YOUR EVERY FEARS

HURT AND JUST WAITING TO DIE
TRYING TO SAY GOOD BYE
NEVER COULD FEEL
WOUNDS WOULD NEVER HEAL

FRIENDS WOULD ALWAYS GO TO HARMS HANDS
BORN FROM THE DEVIL'S LANDS
I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT THEM
OUR FRIENDSHIP IS AS WITHERED AS A ROSE STEM

HURTING WITH EVERY WORD I SAY
HELL IS WHERE I LAY
SINGING A TUNELESS SONG
NOTHING SEEMS RIGHT, EVERYTHING'S JUST WRONG

FEELING SO ALONE
JUST WAITING TO GO HOME
LIFE'S JUST UNFAIR
NEVER FEELING WELCOME IN GODS LAIR

CRYING AND WAITING TO SEE THE END
HURT BY EVERYONE AND FORGOTTEN BY A FRIEND
HEART ALWAYS AS BLACK AS SPACE
TRYING TO REMEMBER A SMILE FROM A FRIENDS FACE

ALWAYS CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP
PLEADING HELP ME AS I WEEP
HURTING WITH EVERY WORD I WRITE
GOD'S LIGHT CAN'T BE SEEN BY SIGHT

*PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE BCUZ I REALLY WANNA DIE AND MAYBE YOUR MOMENT MIGHT STOP ME.. BUT TILL THAT RARE MOMENT THAT I STOP TRYING TO KILL MYSELF I STILL HOLD A KNIFE AS MY BEST FRIEND*