It's Safe To Die Now by ♥~Immortal Pain~♥

I thought I had faith
I thought I believed
But suddenly I don't feel safe
I have been deceived

Staring at a piece of art
Depicting a grave under a black tree
It broke my fragile heart
To know there's no salvation for me

I lay down on my bed
Folded my arms across my chest
Imagined myself dead
And knew it would be forever sleep at best

There is no heaven when I die
So also there would be no hell below
I will not hurt, smile nor cry
To forever sleep I will go

A never ending dreamless rest
I imagined it and smiled
As I laid my hands across my chest
The demise of my inner child

Fairy tales aren't real
Heaven was just a day dream
To cure the pointlessness I used to feel
But now I know that life doesn't mean

A f * * king thing.


So I'll just make up a plan
To slit my wrists and die
Now I know it's safe, I can
Just simply say goodbye

Go to a forever dreamless sleep
Rest In Peace, buried six foot deep.

I want it so bad …


© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005

* This is going to be a song, but it's exactly how I find myself feeling today, so I wanted to post it as a poem. Possibly my most honest submission yet.