It's Safe To Die Now by ♥~Immortal Pain~♥
I thought I had faith
I thought I believed
But suddenly I don't feel safe
I have been deceived
Staring at a piece of art
Depicting a grave under a black tree
It broke my fragile heart
To know there's no salvation for me
I lay down on my bed
Folded my arms across my chest
Imagined myself dead
And knew it would be forever sleep at best
There is no heaven when I die
So also there would be no hell below
I will not hurt, smile nor cry
To forever sleep I will go
A never ending dreamless rest
I imagined it and smiled
As I laid my hands across my chest
The demise of my inner child
Fairy tales aren't real
Heaven was just a day dream
To cure the pointlessness I used to feel
But now I know that life doesn't mean
A f * * king thing.
So I'll just make up a plan
To slit my wrists and die
Now I know it's safe, I can
Just simply say goodbye
Go to a forever dreamless sleep
Rest In Peace, buried six foot deep.
I want it so bad …
© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005
* This is going to be a song, but it's exactly how I find myself feeling today, so I wanted to post it as a poem. Possibly my most honest submission yet.
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