Inside Myself by †Paying for My Sins as My Love Burnsâ€
I write my poems for vengeance Inside I cry and wish I could die but people are there and even though I breakdown and cry they pull me through and make me feel S*** without grabbing my razor I feel though as I need to bleed it’s the only way I feel anything without them I say good bye but the pain inside won’t let me go without saying good bye all because of a promise to someone I hope loves me like she says she does. At one time I thought it was all over but my time ain’t here yet but when it comes Y’all know cause I’ll be saying good bye and then I’ll get shot as my writing stops you think I’ll go soon but I ain’t ever going to die because of the tears I would bring to peoples eyes some people actually care and it scares me as the razor scars me it inflicts emotions upon my soul I can let my emotions drain and one day the pain will go away like my tears when it rains but that day won’t come for a long time so I’ll sit here and write poems of free verse and Rhymes I’ll cry tears and dry my eyes when I write because it feels like I would never make it through all this S*** and still be here to live well I’m going to go write something that people will care about now Bye Y’all
~X~ this poem is dedicated to the inspiration I get from Knox, Christine, Bleedin_red_fallen_angel, Jason, most especially Jessica, and many other’s who have commented or helped me out this goes out there for you guys sorry if I forgot anybody
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