I Lied To You by Meagan

I'm still cutting, I'm not okay!
And I don't have the strength to smile today.

I do still cry all the time, I lied when i said "No hun, I'm just fine"

I still feel that sickness deep inside, he left, then it started and I still want to die.

I'm not busy on weekends, ever, at all, I lied to you everytime that you called.

I'm still drinking too much and getting sick, I've been drunk by myself four times this week.

I'm so sorry sweetie, that I lied to you, now you know the truth just do what you have to do.

Please help me now, i accept my mistakes,I need you now, your not one of the fakes!