I Hate... by Helpneeded

I hate the memories that haunt me,
They are like a sharp pain from a knife.
I hate that I just want to throw in the key,
And just be done with life.

I hate shedding tears,
Cause life isn't worth this.
I hate that going over to my mom's house is one of my fears,
Cause she makes me feel that in my life happiness never exists.

I hate that the pain will never end,
And no one understands.
I hate that my heart will never mend,
Will someone just help me through this and lend me a hand?