Forever Misery by Lisa marie

Childhood dreams and long lost memories,
Are the reasons for my dead broken life.
Father left me with grieving miseries,
Completely buried in my mother's strife.
Sitting alone upon my weeping grave
My insecure eyes call for missing dreams.
I'm slowly regretting all i forgave.
I'm dying inside at costly extremes.
Not concerned with my continous rage.
Entirely blind to my endless cry.
My dramatized life is just an outrage.
Angels ignore me and god won't reply.
Always lost in childhood memories.
My life rest forever in misery.

this is a sonnet.