Careless Holiday (please Read) (true Story) by Axel
CARELESS HOLIDAY
As a kid I was so confused,
My parents were always fighting,
I threw stuff at them,
Anything to make them stop!
They ended up split,
we're going on a little Holiday
Mummy said,
But we never went home,
Mummy started seeing other men,
One ruined my life forever,
I was only eight!
But he still abused me,
He liked to see me get mad,
His sick kids would hold me down,
Then they’d go through my stuff,
No one cared,
He would hurt me,
Embarrass me,
Torture me,
No one cared,
I was nine when i first tried to do it,
I thought i could make it end,
But that was just the start,
So much more was to come,
Mum was given a choice,
Him or me
She picked him,
Again i went on a little holiday,
This time with Daddy and my step,
I never went back,
But this time something good happened,
Something that had never happened,
I finally had friends,
people who cared,
But then it was turned upside down again,
I found out that Daddy wasn't real,
Daddy was some one else,
I kept it to myself,
No one had to know,
No one else but me,
That’s the way it would stay,
Then Step sent me on another holiday,
This time it was by myself,
Then i knew for sure,
My life was all a holiday,
I thought Mum would help,
I thought Dad would care,
Neither of them did,
They didn't care,
Everything got worse from there,
My friends were too far away,
No one on holidays liked me,
I didn't like them,
I was like a tourist,
I was foreign,
I stood out amongs the rest They didn’t care about me,
Then I started to get sad,
Sixteen times,
I’m not even that many years old!
But they didn’t care didn't But now I know,
I have two friends,
The rest cheat me,
The boys cheat me,
I accept my fate,
I was born for it,
Since I was a kid,
I knew it then too,
But I know that one day
It will all work out,
And that day will be,
Just another Holiday...
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