Alone by NoReAsOn4GoOdByE
I feel alone.
like no one in this world will ever understand me or the things that i do.
i never mean to hurt anyone, i wasn't raised to.
i hate myself for hurting everyone though.
i hate thinking about the shit that i will dream about every night,
the horrible things my mind can imagine.
The nightmares i have are more than real.
The few nights i don't have nightmares, i wish i could dream for eternity.
i wish everyone knew how my mind works.
life wouldn't be so complicated that way.
I sit here and i wonder that if I'm such a burden to some people,
would it be better if i was gone?
if i disappeared, would the world even notice?
If i tripped and fell, would someone be there to help me up?
if my heart ached from being broken, would it ever heal?
i wish that i could dream my problems away.
i would make it so everything would be just right.
i would make the people in my life happy to know me.
I would make the love of my life kiss my tears away when they would fall,
and i would wish for the brush of his soft hand against my face to hold it and tell me everything will be okay.
i might sound selfish to wish all of this and worry at all about it,
but it hurts...
it makes me feel alone...
i don't want to be alone.
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