Someone Out There by Lonelygirl

I tried to push him into my past
But everything about him haunts me still
I wished to God I would forget him
But now realize I never will

My heart seems to have frozen in time
Cobwebs of memories I still do keep
Drying tears do escape at times
Into my dreams he always creeps

Ripples have become massive waves
And thundering skies all but clear
As I try to hold this untouched love
Yearnings come, but he is nowhere

This pain appears to live inside me
Even while I try to stop this nightmare
I wonder if he still thinks of me
For me, did he ever really care?

He lives in my every tear that falls
Triggers my every poem and prose
I was always like an open book
Probably, he chose to shut me closed!