Still... by Emi

I still can't believe... that I still think of you,
Even though it ended and everything is through,
Believe me, I tried everything to get you off my mind,
I even left everything else and whatever I had behind,
The pain is still there, and i continue to cry,
I continue to bleed, and i don't know why,
What does it take to be finally free?,
For I would do whatever it takes, whatever it may be...

Thoughts of you still linger in my head,
You just keep haunting me, as if you're dead,
I still hear your laughter, and i still see your smile,
Eventhough i've been gone for quite awhile,
I still feel your touch, and i still smell your hair,
In the same room, breathing the same air,
What does it take to make things clear?,
For I would do whatever it takes, please, just disappear!...

Running back and forth, you're taking over my brain,
Why is that?, can someone please explain!?,
I still taste your kisses, and feel your warm embrace,
I still feel your presence, and i still see your face,
The things we've done, and all the things that you gave,
It's still in my memory, i should not have hit save!,
What does it take to completely erase?,
For I would do whatever it takes, I need to get over this case!...

My mind is flooded with thoughts of you, and I am drowning,
The sad part is, you actually came with a warning!,
I really just want to sit back, relax, and maybe talk about the weather,
And not remember anything of us being together,
How long can I go on thinking about Y-O-U?,
I really need to stop, and think of something new,
Because thinking of you hurts my heart, and leave me feeling ill,
What's the reason for all this?, could it be that i love you still?!

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