Yesterday's Tomorrow by Razorblade

I love you, but you aren't here
I need you, there's much to fear
Without you all I feel is misery
From you, I wish to be free
I'm done with you, I don't want you anymore
I never thought you were the reason my heart is so sore
You are my strength, and my weakness
You were the light in my darkness
Without you, I am what this life has beat
I never thought you would be my defeat

My life is in great danger
In the mirror, I see a stranger
I don't know what to do
When I am without you
I don't know who I am, where I stand
Without you, nothing is what I understand
How can distance be the main death of friends?
I was told friends we're there at the end
I guess they lied, because here I am, here I go
Without anyone around, I've hit my ultimate low

This is only something I dread about
The day when I'd be consumed in self-doubt
Doubt that overcame me when I didn't see you
Doubt that I'm drowning in because there's nothing I can do
We can't help the distance that's separating us all
We can only hope our friendship won't fall
I never thought that people I loved so much, would cause so much pain
Never thought anyone would be able to see me cry in the pouring rain
Forget this pain, forget this sorrow
But until I'm done with you, I'll cry out until yesterday's tomorrow

© Taylor Brown, 2005-09-17

[[ Dedicated to: My friends from Marco and Tennessee. ]]

[[ The ending two lines some of you may not understand, but, eh, sorreh. I guess. ]]