Regret by Ruby

The things I said
With no thought
Has cost me more
Then I can bare

Your anger
And your pain
The betrayal
You feel

I feel sick inside
I regret
With every fibre
Of me

But you still refuse
To acknowledge this
My apology to you
So what is it you want of me?

To never speak to you?
To have never met you?
This would make you happy?
That is all I want

But you still
Do not understand
Why I feel so sick
Inside

The things I feel
Have enhanced
The sorrow and regret
I have caused myself

You feel betrayed
And I understand
But you reaction
Is so strong

Is it because of what
We shared that day?
The things you told me
In confidence.

So I wait
Not pushing
Hurting when I hear
You harsh description of me