Pain In My Chest by Josh
I just wanted to say thanks for the scars that were caused by you
They have taken refuge around my heart and made it stronger to
But there is one small problem that has still been left
I just have this one small pain that is residing in my chest
Thanks also for all the tears u caused because of harsh words said
Tears fell from my eyes just like the blood from my heart that you bled.
One small problem still remains, I dunno if I’m cursed or blessed
Because I still have this one small pain residing in my chest.
For all the ways you hurt me I thank you again and again
Because I have learnt to trust only myself if I don’t want any more pain
There’s only one problem left and it’s different from the rest
I still have this one small pain residing in my chest
Because of all that you have made me stronger than ever before
So I thank you for my soul that you had ripped and torn
But even though I’m stronger there’s one matter that’s still pressed
Even though I’m stronger I have a small pain residing in my chest.
It’s because of you that I have this small pain residing in my chest
I thought that getting rid of you would bring about the best
Obviously there was something about you that I can’t seem to go without
I can’t seem to figure out what it is that has cast my mind in doubt
Because of you that I have this small pain residing in my chest
But now I another problem, my mind is in a mess
I tried to fix the problems but I couldn’t do it on my own
Now I sit here without you, I sit here all alone
I wonder if it’s my fault that I have this small pain residing in my chest
I thought I when I got rid of you it was going to be the best
I look back on our past and notice what I’m missing out
The pain in my chest began to grow as my mind was cast in doubt
I had been denying my feelings, that’s why I had a small pain in my chest
This pain began to grow like I never would have guessed
I denied that I wanted to be friends with you; I denied it again and again
But now through the midst of pain I know I’m the one to blame
I been thinking about it all, about the large pain residing in my chest
I want to be friends again, pick up where we left
I don’t know if I can though, my trust has been totally crushed
To become friends once again a rock solid wall I would have to bust.