I'm So Sorry by Annie

My heart beats
a monotonous rhythm
all feeling I had
has disappeared.

That day pushed my
emotions aside.
The day I said goodbye
to one of my best friends.

You were so wonderful
and beautiful
and it made me so angry!
I can't explain how jealous
I was

We exchanged angry words
sometimes
we were even competitive
at times.
I laugh at how rediculous,
and cry about
talking so terribly about you
to my "clique"

All I can say now
and I hope you can hear me!
I'm sorry!

Writing my memories of you
in the bathroom stall
I know that's not how you
want to be remembered
as bathroom graffiti...

I'm sorry!
All I want is for you to hear me.
Save a place for me in heaven.
All I need is your forgiveness

i'm so sorry...