Hopeful by Razorblade
I thought you had my back
With or without me having to ask
I was there when something fell out of place
I was there to wipe the tears from your face
And even when I didn't know what to say
I was there for you in every way
I know your not a user
Because you know better than to be an abuser
But I'm not sure where we stand
You are someone I no longer understand
You ignore me, it's like you've forgot
Forgotten everything that we have wrought
Well thank you for proving that not everyone's there
Thank you for proving that not everyone's going to care
These last few days have been tearing me apart
Knowing I may not see you again, breaks my heart
Don't tell me that we will see each other again
Because I'm tired of your hopeful acts of pretend
You smiled at me, when I need a smile
You hugged me close for miles
You raced to me, when I was down
Picked me up from the ground
But were those acts of love and friendship?
Or were you waiting again for me to trip?
So that you could prove something to me
So that when you needed me, I was there completely
Because now that I need you, you aren't around
And I can't do anything but cry and frown
You helped me out, but didn't really care
You talked to me, when you didn't really want to be there
Well good for you, you know how to tear me apart
Finishing me off, and then going back to restart
When were you ever my special escape?
It's your fault, I've been emotionally raped
I love you, but you don't care
I need you, but you'll never be there
© Taylor Brown, 2005-09-12
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