Having To Leave You Behind. by Juliette Brandt

I'm getting a chance to start over new...
While hoping to never lose all of you.
Take a deep breath and close my eyes,
While deep inside a part of me dies.
Praying my close friends will be here by my side forever.
Knowing some of you won't be there again for me ever
I know some of you are happy that I'm finally gone.
I'm sorry I wasted your time, but I'm moving on.
I have so many memories here its hard to let go...
My parents are so happy making my emotions hard to show.
Plaster on a happy face, put on a plastic smile.
I've tried to be bitter toward you, but that isn't my style.
Looking deep inside for all the positive parts.
It's just tough to think about all the brand new starts.
I love all my friends, it's hard to say good-bye.
The only thing we'll share now is the same sky.
So as I'm crying, being ripped from everything i know.
Please just don't let me go, remember how much I love you even thought it's hard to show.