Daddy, Please Stop by Meggy.

Push me down
on the floor
watch me bleed
more and more
this torture
more than i can bear
i beg you to stop
but you don't care
please daddy, don't
please realize
that I'm in pain
you call me hopeless
you call me vain
i try so hard
to be like her
none of them know
that these things "occur"
my sister she's perfect, 100%
you treat her so well
but me, I'm nothing!
each day i go through hell
push me, pull me
mummy doesn't know
hear me, i plea
ain't it funny
what you do?
gives you a laugh hey?
but i can't say i enjoy it too
I'm built up with fear
i scream, i shout
no point, they never hear
running, running
as fast as i can
yeah, I'm cunning
or maybe i just wanna live
if you keep doin this
you're gonna kill me soon
i got nothing left to give
my head hurts
my legs are numb
hide the bruises
I'm so dumb
it's my fault

i must of done something wrong
who cares!? i wrote this letter
to say so long!
I'm leaving
I've got to have my own life
no time for grieving
gotta find a place to sleep tonight...

*It was really hard to write this poem, it may not make a lot of sense, but it means so much and its very personal for me. I didn't know where to put it :S please comment, thanx:)*